a. .. would triple bored than I am now.
Ok, I know it seems that I am just trying to draw attention to tell me ... "Owww, but if you are very nice and blahblahbleh" but no. These decisions are important in my life and I want to write to understand myself. Nor hope someone reads this and I really like to eat his comment that of piety.
love drawing, I'm just a little tired. And oh, I clarify, I mean draw draw as I do now ... anime and stuff ... I enrolled in graphic design and of course I'll drawn many years, I hope. So I recently started & amp; oacute; the tendinitis in my right hand and my unwillingness to magically disappeared. Fills one night to draw even with the horrible pain in my wrist. I do not know, do not pass me the truth ... but I'm pretty much bored of situations, I would list them.
- I hate my tablet: It works very bad and instead of helping it ends up being a hindrance.
- I hate the capacity of my notebook: I install 3 GB of RAM and still is a mess when I try to do a good drawing. No change. Another hindrance.
- I felt very embarrassed at times when I see people who really do not deserve much praise, has a lot more than me. No es I want more praise, these things have bored me long ago. It's just that I feel very stuck on this level as an artist and despite my best not get any "reward" for my effort. Maybe I'm not as good as I think and I'm actually waste time here in this race.
- What I intend to never achieve. That is in every way.
And all that brings me to the conclusion that it may need to stop and try new things, open my mind to other different fields, who knows. I like sports, playing music, continue my Japanese studies, to share with other people, simultaneously with my career. I feel ocUpad otherwise. Today
crush my finger on something. It still hurts. I'm not in the mood
(=__=;;;;....
but good, nothing bad really happens, only I have to choose either my next steps, for that matter. Marce came Yesterday to me. Oh, what happiness, I'm still so happy that I have come to see!
draw various things until I sleep. I love her so much * 3 * I hope to live near her.
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